One Year Ago Today

One year ago today, Adam and I were told that our sweet Kinsley had cancer. I will never forget how I felt in that moment. I can remember the sound of the doctor’s voice, the smell of my jeans as I buried my face in my lap, the Christmas music playing in the background.

It is every parent’s worst nightmare. In my mind, I was screaming at God. Begging Him to give me the cancer.

My perspective on life is forever changed. This day is bittersweet for us - the memories of everything we have been through are still raw. The fact that we still go for MRIs and evaluations under anesthesia is a constant reminder that we are still in this. But I refuse to live in fear, although it does try to sneak up on me at times, I’m only human.

My only words of knowledge I can share today - the materialistic stuff, the ridiculous politics, the little worries - they all do not matter one bit. The quality time and memories you build with those you love is what matters. The kindness in your heart is what matters. The willingness to give wholeheartedly is what matters.

We may have heard “your child has cancer” one year ago today, but I’m convinced God knew what He was doing and is using our family and amazing donors to make a difference and help save lives of little warriors.

Hug your family tight this holiday season, make a donation to a cause you believe in, and spend time making the most incredible memories. You know that’s what we will be doing.

Love,
Kinsley’s Mommy

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